Constantly forgetting to give myself a couple of days notice

Wed, 28 Jan 2009 11:53:47 GMT

I'M DYIIIINNNGGGGGG~
it was 45.7C (113.9F) today OTL
41C yesterday, 41C tomorrow. 40-38C until next wednesday.

BACK TO SCHOOL~
for the last time ;-;
In 9 months I will be graduating. I'm so nervous. I'M TOO YOUNG TO BE OUT IN THE REAL WORLD!
LOL! Yesterday morning, I was the only one on the school bus OTL. The bus driver missed the stop in front of the school. LOL... I walking two extra bus stops plus the distance to school in over 35C

Red, you would be so annoyed. It's "against the rules" to use mobile phones inside the school grounds. B-But, being 'privileged' means that our year is allowed to use phones 'discreetly' within our area. As soon as that rule was established, half my class pulled out their phones and started texting. It sounded like crickets LOL

To be honest, I'll be glad to finish school. Just so that I don't have to see some of these people again. Maybe that's not the nicest thing to say? OTL but... over last year, I've developed so many grudges against people D:
I have so many different things to rant about these days D:

FREES~ Even though everyone has 10 frees and I only have 6, I'm so glad I have what I have.
monday: 09:00 - Specialist Maths, 09:40 - Specialist Maths, 10:20 - Japanese. 11:00 - RECESS. 11:25 - Math Studies, 12:05 - Math Studies, 12:45 - Chemistry. 13:25 - LUNCH. 14:05 - Chemistry, 14:45 - Japanese. 15:25 - DISMISSAL.
(OTL 4 lessons with the same teacher in a row ; A ; I dislike this teacher too! Chemistry and Math Studies. WHYYY am I doing all this maths?! AND chemistry? I hate chemistry. The last Japanese lesson is after school, for some reason it's been moved from friday)

tuesday: 09:00 - Chemistry, 9:45 - Chemistry. 10:30 - RECESS. 10:55 - FREE, 11:40 - FREE, 12:25 - Japanese. 13:10 - LUNCH. 13:50 - Physics, 14:35 - Physics. 15:25 - DISMISSAL

wednesday: 09:00 - Religion, 9:45 - Religion. 10:30 - RECESS. 10:55 - Specialist Maths, 11:40 - Specialist Maths, 12:25 - Math Studies. 13:10 - LUNCH. 13:50 - Japanese, 14:35 - Japanese. 15:25 - DISMISSAL

thursday: 09:00 - FREE, 9:45 - Physics. 10:30 - RECESS. 10:55 - Religions, 11:40 - Specialist Maths, 12:25 - Chemistry. 13:10 - LUNCH. 13:50 - Math Studies, 14:35 - Math Studies. 15:25 - DISMISSAL
(ANOTHER three lessons in a row with that teacher ; O ; whyyy?)

friday: 09:00 - Physics, 09:40 - Physics, 10:20 - FREE. 11:00 - RECESS. 11:25 - FREE, 12:05 - FREE, 12:45 - compulsory class meeting. 13:25 - LUNCH. 14:05 - Religion, 14:45 - Relgion. 15:25 - DISMISSAL
(LOL~ if it wasn't for the class meetings... I would have such a huge break! I could go hoooome D:)

I think.. I should stop here u______u

Sat, 10 Jan 2009 14:26:54 GMT

Sooo~ my school holidays are coming to an end. Back to school on the 27th D:
B-but, I have two chemistry "revision lessons" coming up on Monday 12th and Wednesday 14th. I should be happy that I don't have one on Tuesday, considering it's going to be 41C (105.8F).

But, somehow, it doesn't cheer me up that much. Because... and here comes the overly long and boring rant, so feel free to skip.
At the end of school, back in good ole '08 (LOL), before exams, our chemistry class was given invitations to go to these revision lessons (mentioned above). I really wanted to go to them because, at that time I believed I had trouble with certain topics (metallic bonding, oh how I loath you). At a price of $30 per each 3 hour lesson I thought it would be alright. This is before I got the.. unbelievably, unexpected 88% on my exam (OTL;;). Although other "friends" I sit with in chem decided to go, they were all going as a group. I had thought to ask someone a bit closer to go with me.. e-especially since we had both struggled. So, we agreed to go to two lessons (one that I needed, one that she needed) and would send in the application after exams.
We forgot to send them in D:
I called up (baahhh, and that's a struggle in itself.. i get so frightened talking on the phone to strangers), at.. a terribly early time in the morning, to ask if it was still possible to send in the applications. So, the next day, I sent mine in.
Two weeks later, I ask my friend if everything went well with sending the money.
I know I should have expected this. She forgot again. She can be very lazy, and she wasn't that excited about going from the beginning. But.. she promised to go with me. And, I can understand, I should have reminded her more often. But.. what upset me was her reaction. She KNEW that I really wanted to go to these classes. I had, as they say, my heart set on it. I spent time convincing her to go with me, because I knew she would need them just as much as I would. When I finally asked her, a week before the lessons started, she just laughed awkwardly, shrugged and said no.
I got a bit upset, b-but simply tried to convince her to do it now, even if it's a little bit late she could still try. Of course, only now, she started to tell me a whole bucket of excuses. Some were plain stupid like wondering about food (I had told her that they provide FREE food during a break waaay back when we first got the invitation, there's a subway across the road, and enough vending machines to allow you to survive way into your 30s ). Some... I was willing to solve, such her transportation. I had even been able to rig it up so that we could catch the same bus, thus, solving her fear of going alone. But, she just simply suggested I get my money back. I dunno... I trusted her to send in her application, then she comes out with these really bad excuses. If she had problems with it, she could have talked to me earlier, then at least I wouldn't have wasted $60 and doomed 6 hours (+ transport) of my life.
This is probably something very petty to be upset about. But.. having a promise broken, hits a bit hard for me these days. And just her.. reaction. She really didn't care about how I felt about this, and what I'M meant to do now (selfish, I know). More over, this leaves me in a very awkward position. Those "friends" mentioned earlier... will be the only people I will know. Somehow, I just know that they'll do the same thing they always do, and I will be alone. It's good, I have to say, because I'll be able to concentrate. But.. somehow that feeling of being "left out"... nags at me still.

Bahhh~ I always feel so stupid writing these kinds of things up, it probably sounds so.. unimportant and trivial to anyone else.

Suck it up. Stop relying on other people. Don't care about anyone else and concentrate on your work.
I think.. that will be my motto for '09

In other..... er.. news. Franz Ferdinand's new video clip Ulysses has come a long way since their innocent schoolboy looks in Take Me Out... (or even their very first [as far as I know OTL, i'm bad with dates and all] Darts Of Pleasure. I got to say.. I love Darts Of Pleasure.)

I bought Moonraker by Ian Fleming. What is this sudden obsession with James Bond?! But I've been reading a lot more these days. P-probably because I lack access to a computer between the times of 17:30 and 23:30 on weekdays u___u I bought "Core Knowledge Physics" as well. I wanted to wait for the '09 edition, but that won't be out until February. I know I don't need it until much later in the year, but.. I don't know if I'll be able to get it later, and the teacher assured us that the '08 will be just as good. Aaaaannnddd I bought Fight Club by Chuck Palahniuk for my mother. I really liked it.
I also bought two new bags. I.. kinda like them. The only problem is that they're the type that go right under your armpit *shudders*. I can never wear them, because they slip off my shoulder within 12 steps. They're so uncomfortable.. how can everyone wear them?! I only bought them because I don't have any bags that fit A4 folders, other than my school bag with the school logo on it. Hopefully, I will find a good shoulder bag one day~
(I kinda want to take photos of the bags.. b-but maybe that's too vain for this entry?)
Spent too much on puricura photos again ;3; I think.. that's where a lot of my money goes whenever I go out with people.

Obviously.. It's getting late, and I'm babbling, thus the long, boring and pointless post. Please don't bother reading it all...

and on that note...
FAREWELL

Wed, 31 Dec 2008 12:32:23 GMT

HAPPY NEW YEAR

So '08 is coming to an end in a couple of hours, and '09 is on the way.

This year.. was a rather terrible year for me. So many things have gone wrong. Ahhh but, it's never good to look over the bad aspects. I'm just glad that I've met so many new, great people at Mangabullet and pchat (and that i've done alright on my exams).

I hope that my new friendships will continue into the new year, a-and that 2009 will bring better things. WISH ME LUCK FOR MY FINAL YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL IN 2009 OTL

How is/was everyone's new year's eve?

Mon, 08 Dec 2008 20:33:30 GMT

Sun, 16 Nov 2008 04:44:32 GMT

So...

My image hoster broke.. no more pretty pictures.

What's happened to me?
- I got new glasses
- Found a huge Kermit puppet on the side of the street (in excellent condition)
- Worrying about exams
- Growing sunflowers

Exams : 21 - 28 November
(wish me luck, I need it)

Fri, 10 Oct 2008 04:16:58 GMT

When there's no food...
IT'S PASTA TIME!

(if there's no pasta... then you're in trouble)

THE END OF MY HOLIDAYS! I.. just spent two weeks, and.. I don't even know what happened to them.
*sob* I'm worried... exams in five weeks ; A ;
I WAS SUPPOSED TO STUDY CHEMISTRY! is.. anyone willing to teach me covalent/ionic/whatever bonds? OTL

Ahh~ but, at least I don't have to worry about missing a week of school because of compulsory work experience. I've organised it so that I'm going to the hospital for three days, straight after exams.. haha, no parties after all.
Let's just hope I don't die from radiation XD

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 01:28:15 GMT

The last two nights I've had the best dreams ever! Srsly....

No.. not really.
There was just a guy in both dreams. With really soft hair..

He was my brother OTL (in the dream I mean, not my... real brother, who does not exist)
Ahh.. the dream itself was rather interesting. We were fighting aliens in the Swiss mountains.

ONWARDS!
I've been pchatting a lot recently. Because I realise that my holidays are just about to end and it's depressing me.

Emotional Practice? ;A;

No more sai painter D:

Tegaki E thingy... I gave up on it at 1AM in the morning oAo

Tue, 08 Jul 2008 14:21:24 GMT

DAY THREE
Tokyo Disneyland~!
It was raining, pouring with rain. It was great. Because of the rain, no one was there. Usually one would be lucky to get onto three rides (after spending an hour in line).
We went on all the rides.
Twice.
WARNING: image-heavy

Space Mountain

Inside Space Mountain. Because usually the lines are impossible long, the cue-lines have been design to entertain the people waiting.

"It's a small world after all. It's a small world after all" Imagine that running through your head for who knows how long. This ride is basically, you sitting in a boat that's floating around puppets that are meant to represent the world figures/culture.
I loved it, really! I have a whole lot of these photos, so I just picked the first seventeen odd.

Yes... It became really wet.

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 14:57:20 GMT

DAY TWO
The plane trip was terrible! I had trouble sleeping and the morning breakfast they served made me feel a bit sick. But other than that, it was amazing. We arrived at about 5am, and straight away took a two hour ride to our hostel to put our luggage away. After this, we had an hour break to get settled and off we went to Shibuya!

WARNING: image-heavy

Just got off that very plane.

The hand-dryer in the bathroom. It sucks, not blows! And the taps work automatically when you put your hands under the tap.

Our group's luggage. Golden ribbons to find them easier. Can you guess which one is mine?

Chandeliers in a bus? Amazing...

Cherry blossoms on the side of the road.

It was so dark and gloomy outside! Really made me feel happy

Disneyland Resort!

Starbucks!

I love these bikes

Telephones in the hostel~

Going to Shibuya~

So, we finally got to Shibuya! We didn't have much time to spend here, we were really meant to only be looking for umbrellas.

Hehe.. funny statues (oh I'm so immature)

Lunch time! We went to a pretty expensive restaurant, because we were all really hungry and didn't know any better.

This is what I ordered, it was the cheapest haha. Deep fried tofu~ $7.50AUSD (or something like that)

Waffles!

Kiddy Land! This is one of the best shops I've come across! It's got so many floors, and it's all so cool!

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 11:19:19 GMT

DAY ONE
So, our plane left from Adelaide to Sydney at 5pm.
You know how you're not meant to use electronics on the plane when they're taking off or landing? Ahh I was so paranoid, I didn't take many photos at all!

That's the plane we were on

Lucky me, got the window seat and took a photo of the... wing

Airplane food. It was nice, much nicer than it looks.

Sat, 05 Apr 2008 05:29:12 GMT

In 24 hours I will be at the airport.
Going to Japan with my class. Ahh.. I'm nervous.

I hope to write a bit of a journal here whenever I can.
I'll have to edit in photos when I come back though~

Oh how I'll miss you!

Wed, 02 Apr 2008 08:49:58 GMT

It's hailing outside!

Started off with thunderstorm early in the morning. Developed into wind. Then, a rather long time of very shiny sun. Gale winds. Hail.
Interesting weather today, LOL.
Wow~!

harhar... some sort of plant.

lol.. pretty small hail

edit
Q: "Don't touch that! It's my lunch"

Candles are fun!

With cue-cards under them.